Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Meanwhile....

You know how I have told you before
that I am a spoiled rotten child of God?
Well, that is so true.
And it just occurred to me tonight while I was
fixing supper that even in the midst of
a smelly situation, that is still so true.

Isn't life funny like that?
You can be knee deep in a stink and at the same time,
know without a doubt that you are
blessed beyond measure.
I was doing laundry all day today
(where do all those dirty clothes come from?
are we taking in laundry that I don't know about?)
and then tonight, making supper and it was
still sunny outside and my kids were bustling around,
doing their thing, and Lloyd Dobbler was in
and out.....and I just had a moment of perspective
there where I started counting my blessings.

And then I started thinking of other people.
Like right now tonight....a little girl,
the same age as my Big E,
is having a bone marrow transplant.
Oh, how my heart aches
for that child and for her mother.

Lloyd Dobbler came in today after running an
errand and, knowing where he'd been, I asked
him about a person that should have been there.
He said that person wasn't there, he was home with
his wife....who, they just learned, has stage 4 cancer.
They have started chemotherapy to buy her
a possible month or two.

And then a friend of mine from high school was going
to see if she could drop off the third book in a series
that I am reading (let's not even mention what
that is right now),
and I was thinking of her
.....how she is unable to have children of her own
and she and her husband are faithfully pursuing
every avenue of adoption. I thought of her walking
into my house, noisy with children and baby things
scattered here and there. I thought of how that
would point out to her the ache of her own
unfulfilled desire. I remember being there,
wanting what I didn't have and hearing other
tired mothers complain....but at least I had the hope
of having my own children....and obviously did later on.

But tonight I just thought of people around me
who are dealing with major stuff.
It kind of made my stink not smell so bad.

I am so grateful for all the blessings in my life.

"Praise God from whom all blessings flow...."


4 comments:

Anonymous said...

That's my girl! When we look outward, we see how really bad our lives could be. God is so good!

Laura said...

So often it is all in our perspective. I try to tell these kinds of things to my children often. We are so very blessed.

Mrs. JP said...

Good for you. Those moments of perspective are another blessing. I know I get caught up in my day to day stuff that when I do peek up at those around me (like looking at my prayer list) I am humbled that I'm not more grateful.

Brenda said...

AMEN to all that!! I have to stop and mentally thumb through the Rolodex of names of people we know of or about who have a set of circumstances that I would NOT do well to have and that always makes my situation just PALE in comparison!! We are truly blessed!!!